I swear i am not gonna be scared shitless by this puny nutcase... I refuse i refuse i refuse... OMG but every time i think abt what happened on piano ensem concert i wanna go running away in the opposite direction in sirong's
mum's 2.5 inch heels and scream my lungs out, complete with flailing arms and all. OMG I AM GONNA BE SCARED OF GOING FOR DRAMA MEETINGS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. Ok no im not... If i think i have the guts to go bungee jump off a cliff i have the guts to face some puny nutcase.. Erm keyword: i THINK
Anw now tt my bravery has been stuffed back into my guts or where ever the hell they belong, ive gotta think seriously. Nothings been said or done but i can sense something changing and im abit worried coz i dunnoe what it means. And insecure little me doesnt like not knowing what stuff means. Mebbe im just overacting i do tt often enough but i dunt noe... I mean even before i go jumping off a cliff, i kinda hafta think first. And this is something like tt "before" thought process. That "hey rach wth do you think youre doing" thought before i go jump off tt cliff. And erm no i have no inclinations to go jumping off cliffs this is just an analogy in case anybody was wondering.
Think carefully rach. Even if theres a rope attached to your feet before you jump, its bound to hurt if you hit something along the way to the bottom.