Riding On A Rainbow

Friday, July 28, 2006

The more you know about me, the more you'll hate me.

I can see it in your eyes.

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Life Is Unfair

WAHHH SIANNNZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Life is cruel.....

Im gonna miss superband finals on the 5th Aug coz of drama ppp...
How to watch my beloved Lucify kick ass?

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Power

With great power comes great responsibility.. So overused, but so true.

Wow, president... For like once in my whole life im given such a senior position. And im really overwhelmed. Im glad they gave me the post but im really nervous tt ill do something wrong and lead the club into rubbish shit crap muddy waters quick sand a car accident a wall a tree...

Sometimes i think tt i may have bitten off more than i can chew.

Friday, July 14, 2006

Sadness

He who knows sadness seeks to find greater pain.

I had a brief frightening moment today.

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Bravery

I swear i am not gonna be scared shitless by this puny nutcase... I refuse i refuse i refuse... OMG but every time i think abt what happened on piano ensem concert i wanna go running away in the opposite direction in sirong's mum's 2.5 inch heels and scream my lungs out, complete with flailing arms and all. OMG I AM GONNA BE SCARED OF GOING FOR DRAMA MEETINGS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. Ok no im not... If i think i have the guts to go bungee jump off a cliff i have the guts to face some puny nutcase.. Erm keyword: i THINK

Anw now tt my bravery has been stuffed back into my guts or where ever the hell they belong, ive gotta think seriously. Nothings been said or done but i can sense something changing and im abit worried coz i dunnoe what it means. And insecure little me doesnt like not knowing what stuff means. Mebbe im just overacting i do tt often enough but i dunt noe... I mean even before i go jumping off a cliff, i kinda hafta think first. And this is something like tt "before" thought process. That "hey rach wth do you think youre doing" thought before i go jump off tt cliff. And erm no i have no inclinations to go jumping off cliffs this is just an analogy in case anybody was wondering.

Think carefully rach. Even if theres a rope attached to your feet before you jump, its bound to hurt if you hit something along the way to the bottom.